| hey guys. 2day was idk it was ok but i think ive been thinkin 2 much... not about school tho about my relationships w/ ppl and other pplz relationships w/ ppl. im just so confused right now about everything and i hate it. its just like idk whats goin on w/ me and mike ne more cuz i havent talked 2 him since friday and he was really fucked up and the night b4 that we talked 4 about and hr and 1/2 about pretty much nothing. like how he thinks the oc is a frickin soap opera and im a ditz and i dont get how u can talk that long 4 no reason about nothing and not care bout sum1. and i mean he said the only reason were on a break is cuz hes got a lot of crap on his mind and he made its so clear that its only a break but idk. i cant bring myself 2 call him either and i no i need to but its not that easy im just so afraid that im just gonna fuck things up even more u no like call him and be a total bitch or make it seem like im tryin to make him feel sry for me or start to cry... i just dont want any of that i think i need 2 talk 2 him face 2 face and idk when the next time im gonna get the next chance 2 do that is. and then im confused about sumbody else and i dont wanna get in2 that but i just sux. but im gonna go eat popcorn.lol. lyl Megan!
pod~ anna
qod~ if u cant get him outa ur head maybe hes spose 2 be there
sod~ lover and friends_ ludacris_usher_lil john |
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| hey guys! HAPPY NEW YEARS! wow last night kinda sucked 4 me. ok me brittany kayliegh megan and warren all went to the mall and then we every1 went to meet the fockers cept 4 me and megan cuz we didnt wanna watch a movie so we walked 2 arbies instead then we sat at the movie theater 4 an 1 and 1/2. after that we went to brittanys and we were gonna go 2 mikes but we didnt cuz brittany wanted 2 go 2 johnnys so we looked 4 2 hrs 2 found a ride and then dustin came 2 get us even tho he got lost like 5 times. thank u so much 4 the ride dustin ur awesome! o yeah and me and mike r on a "break" 4 reasons that if u no u just no and if u dont u dont but im kinda sad bout that cuz i dont wanna be on a "break" i wanna be goin out. guys suck cept 4 dustin cuz hes cool and he gave us a ride! well yah im out 4 now. lyl Megan.
pod~ dustin
sod~ idk what its called but it goes i hate u i luv u i cant live w/o u
qod~ ur busting my balls here nice dustin and u gotta stop tickling |
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| hey guys! whats up? nm here. omg i feel like shit right now. i ate way 2 much 2day. so last night oan had a little get 2gether. it was alright. it was only me, jaimee, oan, trung, ty, evan and oans bf istrif or something like that. i wanted mike 2 come but he cudnt so o well. omg its almost 2005 already! this yr is goin by so fast but im happy it is cuz theres been so much drama. so i think im gonna party on new yrs eve w/ ppl so it shud be fun! gotta luv 2 party yah no! omg 2mmorow i getta do 5 hrs of volunteer work 4 school we only have 2 do 4 hrs but me and kjersten have 2 go earlier cuz of ride issues. i have 2 wake up at like 6am that is way 2 damn early 4 me. last night i didnt even go 2 sleep till like 5:30am and me and jaimee woke up at like 10am and were like screw this its only 10 were goin back 2 bed and then we did till like 1:40pm and then i called mike cuz he called me at like 9:30am and i really wanna no what the hell he was doin up that morning and seriously hun like im gonna be up that early? no sry but its not gonna happen unless i have to be. ive suprisingly havent slept in that much over break so that kinda sux. im so confused on break tryin 2 figure out what day it is cuz it doesnt matter really yah no? but i better be on my way. lyl Megan.
pod~ oan
sod~ angels_jessica simpson
qod~ my boo oan ur gr8! luv ya girl. |
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